Thank you all for so much support. I don't know what I would do without this board and all of you ladies.
My ultrasound yesterday was done at the place that just monitors me, my RE wants to see me today and do his own scan and see what it is they are looking at and confirm the results. For some reason they think the report is ambiguous and want to see for themselves, and do their own measurements. That makes sense to me, but I honestly don't think there is going to be another outcome, I think we will just be confirming what we already know.
I did leave work yesterday at 10:30, went home and then DH took me out for lunch at the Cheesecake Factory where I treated myself to a nice fat cheeseburger and then I bought 2 pairs of boots for myself. I was supposed to be Christmas shopping but oh well.
This still hasn't hit me yet, although I did cry last night while watching a very sweet video on Facebook of a dog and a little boy with down's syndrome playing with each other. I'm not sure if that was because of this, or that the video was the sweetest thing I have ever seen. I tend to cry at videos where animals are involved.