Have you taken any new steps towards healing this week?
Not really - it's all still so raw. If anything I feel like as time goes on it gets harder because it's more time between me and Zachary.
What is the next goal you have set for yourself? Do you have a plan to help achieve that goal?
I am going to go back to work next Friday for a 1/2 day. So incredibly nervous. I am lucky that I work in a supportive environment with an amazing and caring supervisor who doesn't expect much right now.
QOTW: How do you get other people to acknowledge that you had a baby when they have been ignoring the fact like nothing happened?
I am still hibernating and only speaking to the people I choose. I haven't had this experience yet.Open Topic. What is on your mind this week?
I recognize that I am in a very unhealthy place emotionally (I posted this earlier this week...) I don't want to eat or take care of myself physically. I think I am punishing myself, feeling like it was my fault that my body couldn't keep Zachary inside...or that it doesn't matter if I don't eat or if I exert myself physically because no one is depending on my body for life anymore. While I recognize it I have no desire to change it.
We are also moving on Sunday. I am not sure if I am excited for a fresh start or sad to leave our current house.