Where are you in your TTCAL journey?
I'm at 12DPO- took a HPT this morning and got a BFN that has sent me over the edge. I've been at work sobbing all morning...I'm sure my coworkers can hear me.:(
Do you have any relevant appointments upcoming?
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QOTW: Are you going to do anything fun to incorporate TTC and the Holidays? (ie. The 12 Lays of Christmas! ;) Or will it be business as usuall?
I'm really trying to convince myself that the holidays don't exist this year. I think I'm going to skip them this year..
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week?
I'm heartbroken. My EDD is in less than a week and I can't stop crying. I thought I was doing a little better, but I feel like I'm back in those first few weeks again...except now no one really cares. Everyone else has moved on except for me and DH. I feel like we're completely alone. My brother texted me the other day to tell me him and his wife are 5 weeks pregnant...I'm so angry at him for not waiting a few weeks to tell me. He told me on what was supposed to be my first day on maternity leave. I was hoping to get a bfp this month to hopefully save my heart some of this pain, but at 12DPO with a bfn I think I'm out..