I'm actually doing a lot better than I thought I would be. I had my procedure on Friday and am having minimal pain/spotting. I've taken 1 advil.
I agree with FemmePink on going out. I feel weird drinking when I go out. It is crazy to me to think we would be announcing to everyone this week and now we have no story to tell. Everything has gone back to the way it was, almost too quickly. It's almost like I never was pregnant, it was just this long dream and I finally woke up when I came out of surgery. Even my husband agreed. I went into surgery an emotional basket case and came out totally fine and back to normal.
I think I am driving my husband me just saying crazy stuff like "let's go to China" or "let's spend money fixing our place up", "lets go snowboarding" when just two weeks ago we were hoarding money for a baby. I think I am just trying to keep myself distracted by the whole thing by suggesting things that I wasn't going to be able to do before.
My sister is the only one in my family that knows what is going on. I told her after we found out there was no development because the same exact thing happened to her before xmas 2009. I feel very lucky to have someone close to me that understands exactly what I'm going through and said she would try to help out if anyone asked questions about having children during the holidays.