Well, everything went well. I was slightly on edge but it was a good night. I got home, did the stockings, finished up the gifts, made it look like Santa ate some cookies, then I saw a card on the table. Still not sure how it got there but it must have been in with the leftovers we brought home or something. I opened it, it was signed BIL, B SIL, niece, and baby. I rolled my eyes a little and looked at the pictures with it. 2 of niece in an "only child expiring August 2013" shirt, and 2 of niece holding a "mommas due with number 2" sign. I completely lost it. We let them know with L in a "big sis" shirt, so that's all I saw looking at those. And the August part just drives home the fact that we won't have our little one in July.
I have so many feelings right now I can't even identify them. I took a pic of it all and sent it to DH, who admitted he has no idea what to say. And he said it was overkill. I just don't understand what she was thinking. We already know, there is no need for this. She was told to not announce it by MIL, would she really think that this would be ok? I wish DH was here. Hell, I wish anyone was here. Now Ill admit I don't want to see her tomorrow bc I'm pissed. And hurt. And whatever else.