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11-03-2012 at 8:41 PM
mgade001
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Hyperemesis? C'mon in!

I don't post often on this board, so if this has been covered recently- my apologies. 

I'd like to know more about what other Moms are experiencing.. what have you found in your research? Any helpful websites/ support groups?

What has helped with your HG? What has been the most difficult aspects? How have your relationships been impacted? If you had HG in a previous pregnancy, what made you chose to go through it again? How quickly after delivery did it go away? 

I can tell you that for me, the isolation and depression goes hand and hand with the physical discomfort. Also, people do not understand (co-workers, friends, even DH). I don't blame them, but it surely adds to the isolation. I'm still taking zofran, and I worry about possible risks to baby- even though it's supposed to be safe. I've been taking it since 8 weeks. 

Most of all, I'm forgetting what it feels like to feel good and be me. I guess that's all part of the depression. I'm just so miserable so often. That also can't be good for baby. No matter how hard I try to focus on the positive, the nausea and vomiting throws me further down the spiral.


 


 
11-03-2012 at 11:04 PM
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I had hyperemesis for my first pregnancy and currently have it for my second. I also went through a period of depression. For my first pregnancy nothing worked to relieve my misery. I swore up and down that it was my last pregnancy and that I was not going to do it again. I was in and out of the hospital all the time and didn't not gain what I was supposed to. The good news is that my baby was just fine and was a good 8lbs 7 oz when born. About 20 minutes of holding my DS for the first time when they put him on my chest I looked at my husband and told him we had to do it at least one more time and here I am pregnant again. The second time has been a tiny bit better. I have learned how to manage it a bit better and zofran has worked some of the time. You will get through this! Keep telling yourself that. Have a good cry when you need to and let your DH take care of you right now.

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11-04-2012 at 8:13 AM
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I had it extremely bad last pregnancy, and while I still have bad nausea this time around I'm able to control it much better with timing of eating and zofran.  NOTHING worked last time.  On a "good day" I would "only" puke maybe 3-4 times in a day, on the bad ones I wouldn't be able to keep down water and ended up with IV's several times for hydration.  In hind sight I probably should have been a bit "noisier" about how bad it was.  My OB said he had no idea how sick I actually was, and really I probably needed IV nutrition.  

I really didn't do much "research" on it or look for support groups, mostly because if I wasn't working or puking I was resting.  The amount of effort it took just to exist with HG was exhausting to me.  I was really lucky that I had really supportive friends around me that were really empathetic to my nausea so if anything it strengthened my relationships with some friends.  It was definitely hard on my relationship with DH though.  He was supportive but I could tell he thought me laying around so much was just being lazy.  I think it finally hit home when we tried to have sex one night and I literally had to push him off me and run to the bathroom to go throw up.  So yeah, it affected every part of my life lol.  

Fortunately I had really supportive co-workers which made working through this a lot easier.  I'm an ER nurse and several times would have to run from a patient's room to go puke and would just come right back.  They were really nice about covering for me.  There were a few times I just puked right in the room because I couldn't leave.  One of those times we were working a pretty bloody trauma and the medic had a student with him and when I leaned over and puked in the trash can and went right back to putting the IV in he made a comment about "I guess not everyone has the stomach for blood and guts" (something like that) and my co-workers FLIPPED the eff out on him.  It was really sweet.  There we were busy as snot trying to save this guy and my co-workers went on an absolute tirade on this dude and kicked him out of the room for being such a dummasss.  :)  They just knew it was not something I could control but that it also didn't affect my dedication and ability to do my job.  So I guess I was lucky in that sense.  

The good news is that it stopped IMMEDIATELY after I delivered.  Literally.  I was puking all through the labor and then ended up with a c/s (she was in distress due to my dehydration-oops, mom fail!) and from the time I was in the recovery room my nausea was gone.  Didn't puke again until this pregnancy! :)  It was so nice to not be nauseated-I forgot what it felt like to be "me" and "normal".  

As for the decision to have another kid-my HG last pregnancy definitely made it a harder decision.  I've always wanted 2 kids and wanted DD to have a sibling, but the thought of going through that again was terrifying.  So while I was ready to have another kid sooner than this, the thought of having to deal with HG and a toddler made me delay a lot longer.  I had to wait until DD could do more things on her own before I attempted to get pg again just in case.  The only reason I even agreed to try again is that everyone says every pregnancy is different so there was a chance I wouldn't have nausea this time around.  Unfortunately that has not been the case, but this time around it's been MUCH better and I've found ways to deal with it.  

Some  of the things that have helped me this time around were acupuncture and food journaling.  I would write down everything I ate and tried to make connections to when I felt bad vs. decent.  Then I ended up writing down everything I put in my body, and that was the trick.  I found on days I drank more than about a liter and a half of water I was SUPER sick the next day.  If I drank other things mixed in (juice, milk, sodas even) I felt better.  I realized by drinking as much water as I wanted my electrolytes were getting out of balance.  So I've started drinking gatoraid every day and it helps for sure.  I've also found that I have to eat as soon as I wake up or I get nauseated and end up spending most of the day puking.  Last pregnancy I tried a lot of different things, but I think actually writing it all down made it clearer for me.  

Also, I know this is getting incredibly long, but a few tips I wish someone would have told me, especially toward the end of the pregnancy.  :)  

First of all, it will stop!  :)  When you are no longer pregnant, you are no longer nauseated.  So hope is on the horizon for you!!!!! :)  

Secondly, dehydration can cause you to go into labor.  I was definitely dehydrated when I went in and my OB said that had I come in earlier for hydration I probably wouldn't have had DD then and she wouldn't have been in distress.  So I had a lot of guilt over putting my baby in distress and felt like I caused my c/s because I didn't get enough "help".  It's taken me a long time to get over that guilt (and I still carry a lot with me).   

Lastly, be careful how you eat once you're no longer sick.  I was so happy to not be puking any more and I was breastfeeding (which of course we all hear makes you lose weight!) that I let myself eat whatever I wanted whenever I wanted.  Everyone around me had seen how miserable I had been the whole pregnancy and saw that I actually LOST weight in pregnancy so everyone around me was supportive of me eating whatever whenever as well, but I can tell you that was a bad move on my part.  I put on just over 20 lbs in the first 6 months or so and it was a beast to get off.  So once you are ready to eat definitely do it, just be careful about how much of what you eat.  :)  Save yourself my misery.  :)  

Anyway, sorry this is so long, but you are definitely not alone.  If you have more questions feel free to either come back to this post and ask or PM me (and tell me in this post so I don't miss it) and I would be happy to give you any more info that I have.  Although I think this pretty much covers everything.  :)   


 
11-04-2012 at 5:12 PM
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Thanks so much for the thoughtful responses. 

 

I'm an ICU nurse, but I couldn't control the sickness enough to be safe at work so I had to go out for about 6 weeks in 1st tri. I felt so guilty and wimpy for that, and you know how nurses can be. Plus, most women think your m/s was like theirs. But with HG, it's so different. And yes, the exhaustion... I have done ZERO baby shopping (thank God for my shower) and also nothing to get the nursery ready. That just looms over my head like a great many things these days, but I guess there is still some time. 

You are totally right on about the dehydration. It has already landed me in L&D once, well, it was a factor anyway. I've got some other HR issues going on that make this all more challenging. I've needed IVF way more than I've gone in, but now that I'm getting closer to the end I feel much worse much more quickly when I let the puking get too far ahead of me. It's really great to have the reminder/ reinforcement about that.

I don't think I can hear "it will end" enough times. You know, it feels like it never will. I guess I have some guilt over wanting the pregnancy to be over too. I do have an amazing support system, but people get worn out and I think it's just hard for others to fathom when it goes on and on. Especially, like you said, when it comes to DH. He does try to be supportive, but I've found in general that he doesn't have much patience for anything that he can't fix. 

I also appreciate your sharing about waiting to try again. I can't imagine my life without my siblings, and I don't want to deprive my LO of that experience BUT... I guess there's plenty of time to worry about it later. And I think waiting until he can do more for himself would be essential to making it work. Especially if I will be a basket case like this time.

If I were ever to do this again, I would set things up in advance and plan ahead.

Thanks again for the feedback. It really does take having been through it to understand.

 

 


 
11-05-2012 at 8:40 AM
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lurking from 2nd tri....

I'm going through my 2nd HG pregnancy.  This one is MUCH worse than my first.  I dont know if it's worse b/c I have a toddler to care for or what.  

Thankfully my Dr knew my history & started a VERY pro-active plan at 6 weeks, the moment I started getting sick.  I had a PICC line placed & I have been doing 2 liters of IV fluids every day, along with IV zofran, IV zantac & IV vitamins.  I also have phenegren to take inbetween my zofran doses & I take unisom at night.

weeks 7-11 were the worse 4 weeks of my life.  I lost 10 lbs (even on the meds) and didn't move from my bed except to go to the Dr.  I am now labeled as high risk and go to appts weekly.

Thankfully I am starting to show some signs of improvement.  I gained a pound last week & we are trying to go down to 1 bag of fluids a day.  

I'll be honest, if my first pregnancy had been this bad, I dont know if I would have gotten pregnant for a 2nd time.  But I really wanted 2 kids & I think both of my children will benefit from having a sibling.  That being said....this is my last pregnancy.  I couldn't care for DD on my own so we had to put her in daycare full time instead of part time & my DH has been doing EVERYTHING around the house, plus caring for our toddler. 

 www.helpher.org is a great resource for women with HG.  I also am pretty active on the Hyperemesis Sufferers board on babycenter.


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11-05-2012 at 9:04 AM
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This is my second HG pregnancy.  My first was pretty horrible. I lost weight for a while, didn't gain enough, measured behind, needed extra monitoring.... I think the worst part was that I was so run down from the HG that I found the newborn stage extra difficult to deal with.  Even though my HG disappeared with delivery (I remember exclaiming "oh my god, I feel so much better!" as soon as they delivered the placenta), my problems didn't resolve until my son started sleeping through the night and I was able to start feeling like myself again.  It definitely took a toll on my relationship with my husband and made me reluctant to get pregnant again.  We'd discussed TTC again when my son was 1yo but I just wasn't ready then and needed a few extra months and a few more discussions with my husband and doctor about how to better handle it next time. While this time has not been pleasant (I'm still throwing up daily and still on meds), its been better.  I expected it to be the situation this time (rather than holding onto hope my symptoms would go away) and my doctor has been supportive, starting treatment at the first sign of HG and being willing to work with me to find the best treatment option.  All that said, I'm 99% sure we're done after this one.  I told myself I'd suck it up for one more but I can't see doing this a third time given my level of misery.  I'm counting down the days until delivery. As someone else mentioned, check out helpher. Its a great resource for venting with others in a similar situation and getting all sorts of information on treatment options.

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11-05-2012 at 2:17 PM
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mgade001:

What has helped with your HG? What has been the most difficult aspects? How have your relationships been impacted? If you had HG in a previous pregnancy, what made you chose to go through it again?

Most of all, I'm forgetting what it feels like to feel good and be me. I guess that's all part of the depression. I'm just so miserable so often.

The bold is what I'm really wondering about! I'm only 21, and after how sick I was, both me and DH said this is probably going to be our first and last.  But then I hear of someone with HG and they are pregnant with their 6th child... C'mon, did they really have HG? I'm scared to ever think of going through all that ever again...

I've struggled with the depression, too. I get to the point where I'm just crying and telling DH that I just wish I could feel like me again! To feel normal!

Thanks, ladies... all you with HG definitely hold a special place in my heart.


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11-05-2012 at 8:17 PM
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I had this with my son, it was at it's worst in the first 20 weeks and then improved to the point that I was only vomitting 2-3x/day in the last 1/2 of pregnancy.  Nothing helped I took meds and felt no better but I was terrified to stop taking them in case it was possible to feel even worse if I stopped.  

I am certain that I was depressed, and I didn't feel at all like myself.  My relationship with my husband was very stressful.  I also had a complete previa and was on pelvic rest (I was grateful to have an excuse because I compared sex when nauseous to getting on a roller coaster when you are hung over), but my husband had a hard time with the fact that everything fun seemed to have left our relationship.

 I felt 100% better the minute my son was born.  It was like someone switched a light switch on.  When I was actually going through it I thought we'd be one and done.  But time is amazing, as you enjoy your child you too may decide that you too can handle 9 months more of misery, for the joy that a child can bring into your life.  And you may not have HG again next time.

When my husband and I decided to try to conceive again  I visited by OB to have my IUD out and asked out my chances of having HG again.  He indicated that HG tends to be more likely to occur with subsequent pregnancy and with older moms to be but that didn't change my decision.  

When I got pregnant again I started to feel nauseous again around 6 weeks I have done some reading that suggested that starting meds before symptoms peak can limit the severity of nausea and vomiting in pregnancy. So when I felt the first wave of nausea had a prescription called over to the pharmacy for me (last time I tried to wait it out at first).    It was definitely hard at first this time around but not as bad as last time ( this time I was sick on average 2-3 times per day for the first 16 weeks.  And miracle of miracles around 16 weeks things started to improve ( after my experience last time I did not truly believe that was possible).  At 34 weeks I throw up several times a week mostly if I get over tired or over hungry, but for the most part I don't have that awful 24 hour a day nausea like last time, so it is possible to have a different experience the second time around.  Good Luck, you can do this, it will pass and you will be you again very soon.


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