I've been thinking about you and wondering how you've been, but I knew you would update when you felt comfortable.
I am so, so sorry hun. Big, giant ((hugs)). My heart is breaking for you; I really wanted this to be it for you. IF is so unfair and cruel.
Whatever you need, I'm here for you! If the outcome is what you expect, and you want to meet up IRL and get rip roaring drunk to ease the pain, I'm totally there! XO