Thank you all for the support .. it truly means alot ! I am trying my best to keep my head up and look ahead but it is still hard. What has been the worst is the people that say " it wasn't a real pregnancy" or " it wasn't even a real baby yet" .. hearing that is what has been hard.
Dude, EFF those people in the ear. The insensitivity of those comments when you just experienced a loss makes me see red. It is a real pregnancy, and very real to you. I would be distancing myself from those fuckwits. I'm so sorry.
I hate it that loss sometimes gives you a rude awakening as to who your true friends are in this life. Take your time and be gentle with yourself, sweets.