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11-12-2012 at 9:27 AM
MissyCee
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Goodbye for now... (warning:m/c related)

I'm devastated to say that I'll be leaving you ladies.

I woke up yesterday morning to a lot of blood and some tissue in my underwear. I was freaking out, sobbing, and woke up DH and told him something was wrong. Then I called my doctor's office and spoke with the midwife on call and she said that I was miscarrying and unfortunately there isn't anything she could do. She told me to call her tomorrow (today) to go in for blood work and an exam and I only needed to go to the hospital if I was bleeding extremely heavily. I continued to bleed throughout the day yesterday, at times light and others more heavily but never enough to warrant going to the ER. It was incredibly difficult to have to go through it and not be able to do a thing about it.

I've never felt so sad in my entire life. I had just told my parents the night before that they were going to be grandparents and they were so happy and excited. I still can't believe this is really happening. My appointment is at 1 today. The best I can hope for is that there are no issues and I won't need a D&C.

I hope that I'll be back to this board in the not too distant future with a baby that I get to keep. I wish all you ladies the best and hope you all have happy and healthy pregnancies.


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11-12-2012 at 9:36 AM
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I am so sorry for your loss, it's a tough thing to have to go through. I don't know how far along you were, but hopefully you won't have to have a D&C, and everything does pass on its own naturally. Good luck at your appointment this afternoon, I know how emotional it will be for you. Hopefully you can start trying after a cycle, and you're back here soon. I do recommend the Miscarriage/Loss board, as it helped me tremendously in the early days.

All my best to you ... You will get through this. 


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11-12-2012 at 9:42 AM
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I am so sorry to hear this. T&P

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11-12-2012 at 9:49 AM
Amores0121
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I am so sorry for your loss. I know how devastating miscarriage can be, I feel for you. Take it easy, rest and grieve as much as you need..don't let anyone tell you otherwise! I hope you don't need a D&C. GL to you and your DH. Hugs.

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11-12-2012 at 10:14 AM
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I am so sorry for your loss.  I hope things go ok and you can start trying again very soon.  
11-12-2012 at 10:19 AM
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Very sorry for your loss. T & P's are with you.

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11-12-2012 at 10:26 AM
AngieG87
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nooooo!! That breaks my heart :-( I am so sorry. Hang in there.

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11-12-2012 at 10:27 AM
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I am so very sorry for your loss. ((Hugs)) T&P's.

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11-12-2012 at 10:35 AM
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so sorry for your loss

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11-12-2012 at 10:42 AM
Alicia0817
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So sorry...  (hugs)



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11-12-2012 at 11:37 AM
gulickr
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So sorry for your loss, and I hope the doctor's appointment goes as well as it can.

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11-12-2012 at 11:49 AM
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I am very sorry for your loss. (((HUGS)))

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11-12-2012 at 11:56 AM
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I'm soo sorry you and your family are going through this.  Many t&ps (and hugs&love) being sent your way.


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11-12-2012 at 12:08 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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11-12-2012 at 12:43 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss. :o(

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11-12-2012 at 1:22 PM
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I am so sorry!! Wishing you all the best going forward.

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11-12-2012 at 2:11 PM
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Let us know how it goes. I still want to believe that everything will be fine for you and LO. Sometimes there is bleeding and no miscarriage...like with a subchorionic hematoma. Good luck and either way, I know you will be back!

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11-12-2012 at 4:59 PM
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So very sorry for your loss, T&P for you and your DH.

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11-12-2012 at 6:15 PM
MissyCee
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Thank you for all the kind words. Your support really does help especially because I know many of you here have been through exactly what I'm going through and understand. My blood work came back showing HCG at 2. My doctor confirmed it was a 'chemical pregnancy' and early miscarriage. The one "good" part is that I don't need a D&C. I think the hardest part of my day was waiting for the doctor to come in and do my exam and hearing a couple in the next room getting an ultrasound done; I could hear their baby's heartbeat. Obviously the rooms have paper thin walls, it was like I was in the room with them.

Thank you again for the thoughts, prayers, and love and I wish you all the best in your pregnancies!


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11-12-2012 at 6:49 PM
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MissyCee:

Thank you for all the kind words. Your support really does help especially because I know many of you here have been through exactly what I'm going through and understand. My blood work came back showing HCG at 2. My doctor confirmed it was a 'chemical pregnancy' and early miscarriage. The one "good" part is that I don't need a D&C. I think the hardest part of my day was waiting for the doctor to come in and do my exam and hearing a couple in the next room getting an ultrasound done; I could hear their baby's heartbeat. Obviously the rooms have paper thin walls, it was like I was in the room with them.

Thank you again for the thoughts, prayers, and love and I wish you all the best in your pregnancies!

 

*big squeeze* I am so sorry and I know we will see you back here, soon. 


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11-12-2012 at 11:24 PM
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I am so sorry for your loss sweety praying for you and your family.

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11-13-2012 at 9:08 AM
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That's awful news - I'm so very sorry for your loss hun...words just can't describe how badly I feel for you and your family. I hope and pray that you'll be back here one day soon *hugs*

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