I had a healthy pregnancy with no hiccups with my daughter. Trying for #2 has been another story. I had two losses in 5 months. It sucked. It still sucks. But don't give up. I know I still have a long way to go. We have already had a couple scares but I remain here until something proves otherwise. I am so sorry for the loss of your two angels. Huge hugs to you. Allow some time to heal emotionally and remember it's not all over.
Side note, I have an incredible mentor. She had six losses before her first and 4 losses before her second. She has two beautiful children. She brings me hope and has been so helpful through my loss.