Lacy!!!!!! I've been thinking of you! I hope your break gives you much needed peace and you are able to come up with an Awesome game plan for your next go. I'll be rooting for you.
Andplusalso, Have a BLAST in Hawaii. I've only every been there once, on a layover for 7 hours. I made a mini-vaca out of it and took a bus to the beach for a few hours. It was beautiful and I'd love to go again someday and spend actual time there!