You are 34 weeks- not even close enough to be making comments about being ready to meet her. She needs to stay put for at least 3 more weeks, preferably at least 5 more.
One would think when you went in for pre-term labor 2 weeks they would have stressed how important it was for her to stay in to full term (39 weeks). It's disgusting that you are wishing harm upon your child for your own selfish wants.