OP (Original Poster): Unfortunately we get variations on your post many times a day, every day - people who list off handfuls of symptoms and ask us to confirm that they might be pregnant, either after they've taken tests and gotten negatives, or they simply haven't taken a test yet and don't know for sure. It gets old for us really quick. Saying you're scared to test is understandable, but sympathy for that is in short supply here, many of us test often and get negatives and just have to deal with it. Ultimately, the only way you can know if you're pregnant is to test.
Oh, and just a hint for next time you start a post, keep it shorter and sweeter - going on and on about every symptom, thought, movement, pad use and tampon insertion, etc. is too much, many just won't bother to read through something that long. I say this not to be snippy, but just to give you a heads up on board etiquette so as to help you out, being new to forums and all. You seem willing to learn, so that's a good sign, read lots of posts and get to know how things work and you'll be an expert in no time, while learning a ton.
Best of luck with your test tomorrow!