It's not just you. I've been eating a lot more since the day after Edyn's funeral (back in June!!! and I havent stopped yet!!)
I gained about 15lbs during pregnancy (21wks of pregnancy), all of which I lost right after delivery, but I slowly but surely gained it all back and then some. I've been struggling daily to try to keep it under control but I just feel that so much effort goes into keeping myself together that I dont really have enough energy or will power to stop myself from not eating what I know I shouldnt.
Thankfully, the DH and I have some serious plans for getting back in shape in 2013. I think setting a goal and having someone help motivate me will definitely be the key to feeling better about this issue. Best of luck, but remember not to put too much pressure on yourself; it's all a process... cut yourself some slack