Oh Daysie, I have no words awesome enough to express how sorry I am. I followed you for awhile, then lost tabs with all the stuff I was going through. I am so so so very sorry.
I will be cycling again in Jan, and hopefully it will bring new hopes and restored dreams that this will really happen! Again I am so sorry to hear the loss of the twins. ((((((hugs))))))))) here for you hun, i feel awful that I had no clue.<3