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I feel I'm in a very similar position as you! Went off BCP in August, TTC since September, my first cycle was 50 days, second was 65 days :( and now I'm 3 weeks into my 3rd cycle. I was one who initially didn't want to do the whole charting thing either, but I STRONGLY recommend it! I'm reading the book "Taking Charge of Your Fertility", & just started charting at the end of my last cycle (I do this on fertilityfriend.com), & honestly it takes just a couple minutes out of my day, but I feel like I'm able to take back some control by doing this because at least I'm gathering info about my body. Since I just started charting recently, I'm not sure if I'm actually ovulating or not yet, but this cycle will tell me since I'm charting now! After that, since it'll have been 6 months I'll be talking with my doctor if I'm not ovulating, but at least I'll have some useful info I can give her. I was in your exact same position my first 2 cycles, with the anxiety, the many pregnancy tests, the wondering if I "might be pregnant"...was so hard, but now with charting I feel like I know exactly what's going on in my body...I honestly wish I had started sooner, I think it actually makes me feel more calm about the whole process. Good luck to you! ;)
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