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12-24-2012 at 2:56 PM
ocnfish4
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It just hit me..

We are driving home now. 3 hours is a lot of time to think about the couldhavebeens. I was doing okay. Until we started driving home for Christmas.

I should be over 5 months along now. We should be going tomorrow to tell everyone whether it's a boy or a girl. Instead we are going and I'm praying that I'm pregnant right now and will get my BFP later this week. But I'm doubting it. I'm just suddenly deeply sad again. I hope I can get through tomorrow.

I know I'm not the only one having a tough time this time of year. It's just my first Christmas and first family function on my side since my loss. Last time I saw these people I had just gotten my positive test and was secretly thrilled.
Hugs to us all!

My Ovulation Chart BFP #1 8/25/12 EDD 4/28/13 Blighted Ovum, D&C 9/20/12 at 8w6d. I'll always remember the first one. My baby Grace. BFP #2 12/26/12 EDD 9/4/13 Come on, rainbow baby!  
12-24-2012 at 3:17 PM
alysonjill
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Hugs to you and all the other ladies that need them! I'm going through the same emotions right now, though I had been feeling pretty good up until the past day or so. Maybe it's the fact that I'm going to a holiday party tonight where I shouldn't be able to drink, where I should be telling everyone for the first time that I'm pregnant.... But instead I'm going to the party with DH of course as just the regular old me with no exciting news to share. The could've, would've, should haves have come up a lot this week.

Hugs to all!

10/24/2012: BFP#1 EDD 7/3/13, missed m/c @ 9 weeks, D&E procedure DX: Septate Uterus. Awaiting further surgery on May 14th to remove the rest of the septum
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12-24-2012 at 3:53 PM
heather529...
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[HUGS]. The holidays are hard with all of the should of's.

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BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/22/14

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12-25-2012 at 8:48 AM
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((((hugs)))) I hope you make it through today.

Noah Michael, born sleeping 9/29/12 at 19w 3d. We love you forever Little Man!

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