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12-25-2012 at 12:29 AM
sonrisa
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Year end vents

We still have a week left of this year but I'm guessing we are all ready for it to end. Gripe here.

 

Me: This year started badly with my father's death after a hard struggle with cancer. In November I finally thought things were healing. After a year of trying I was pregnant again. And then, a "surprise" birthday miscarriage. Now here I am. First holidays and birthday without dad. No announcement to cheer everyone up. While I have many other blessings and reasons to be thankful, I'm ready for 2012 to end.

 
12-25-2012 at 9:42 AM
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sonrisa:
We still have a week left of this year but I'm guessing we are all ready for it to end. Gripe here.nbsp;Me: This year started badly with my father's death after a hard struggle with cancer. In November I finally thought things were healing. After a year of trying I was pregnant again. And then, a "surprise" birthday miscarriage. Now here I am. First holidays and birthday without dad. No announcement to cheer everyone up. While I have many other blessings and reasons to be thankful, I'm ready for 2012 to end.

I definitely can't compete with you. I want to hug you thru the computer.
Here is mine: I am a terrible person but I am so miffed at everyone's happy family Facebook photos and posts this morning. I also am so pissed at everyone on my birth month board yes I still read it bc I like to torture myself. All of their complaints and worries are so stupid!!!!
And this is the worst part, whenever I hear a new pregnancy announcement because EVERYONE is getting pregnant right now. I want to scream, "you aren't in the clear yet! You are never in the clear!!!!" I am just pissed that I will prob never be Able to have a carefree pregnancy because I was in the "clear" and had my world ripped apart at my anatomy scan!!!!! Must be nice to have a healthy pregnancy.
Sorry for the rant. Can you tell I still have some issues to work thru???

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12-25-2012 at 11:28 AM
sonrisa
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Hugs to you too. Scream, vent and work it out here. We'll get through.
 
12-25-2012 at 10:08 PM
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so sorry to hear about your dad. i lost mine a few years ago and cant imagine going through my miscarriage around the same time. this was the first xmas my mom seemed to really enjoy the holiday so i was glad she never knew i was pregnant. i think she would have flipped out. how are you doing? feel free to DM if you want to chat more.

my vent: well after making it through the holidays with no mention of why we weren't pregnant, we got a phone call from a friend tonight. he is getting married on sat and my husband is the best man. he was just calling to make sure we were all ready to fly out tomorrow. oh yea....and his wife to be is pregnant. and a few days after that we are visiting another friend of mine who got pregnant right after her engagement....on birth control....sigh. 


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