Wow, thanks everyone. I was expecting a lot "keep your head up, it will happen" responses, and I'm SO tired of hearing that!! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one feeling like such a downer.
I just got back from my appointment and since AF hasn't come, she was due yesterday, I might have to wait another week to start the meds. But what's another week when you've been trying for 2 years. Ha! All I can do is laugh through the frustration. Talk about a hot mess.