Thanks everyone, good to know I'm not alone. I was totally prepared for the lupron, follistim, menopur but not all the others. It just scared me a bit. Plus we are going through a mail order pharmacy and not our regular one that sends us little treats of chocolate in the packages so that pissed my husband off. Told him I would buy him a big old candy bar if he could put up with my mood swings when I was on all these.
I'm having such control issues. The fact that I can't control when the meds are coming, and I don't have a clear understanding of step by step yet is freaking me out. The nurse told me generally what happens but I think I will feel much better when I get my calendar. Plus I'm considering telling my parents this weekend and I'm all worked up about this. Guess I could sneak in a xanax since I'm technically not on meds yet.
My husband yelled at me when he saw me freaking out about the med list, he doesn't understand why i do this to myself ahead of time when I can't control it. It's also the same reason he yelled at me when I was looking at PIO shots on you tube. lol. He doesn't understand the incessant need for me to know absolutely every little detail. Since I can't control my body apparently I want to control as much outside stuff as possible.
There, done the rant. Thanks for listening!