Man that sucks. Im not in quite as bad of shape with my AMH as you are but Im also 26. My AMH was 1.4 a year ago but by the time Im 38 Ill have the same number as you if not lower. Is this your first IVF? How have you responded to other cycles? Sometimes your body will surprise you and give you a extra one or two follies to work with. I also stimmed the whole 14 days as to where a lot of women it seems go much less, but thats the shitty part of being a low responder.
Yes we are doing a FET this go round. I only put in one at a time so we will have one blast and one ok one left. I havent decided yet if this doesnt work if Ill put the last 2 in at the same time or just not use the ok one at all. DH and I really dont want twins but I hate to just not use it. Owell cross that bridge when I get there. I couldnt agree more, IF sucks big hairy goat balls. Its the hardest thing I have ever been through and Ive been through a lot. The waiting is the hardest part, probably because you do so much of it.
You said you are scared of cancelled cycles. They are awful for sure I wont deny it. But I dont know whats worse, a cancelled cycle or a BFN from a cycle. On one hand you never even got the chance for it to work but then again you didnt spend two weeks working yourself up hoping for a BFP. Either way it blows.