This IVF stuff is beyond all consuming. I'm extatic to know I'm not alone. I am continuously thinking about any and all parts of this journey. I am a nurse and I still constantly find myself researching answers that most of the time are not found on the internet for our journey. I find myself praying a hell of a lot when I never really did. I was never a superstitious person, but find myself hoarding "good luck charms" and placing them by my bed, touching them before I sleep and when I wake. Somewhere, somehow, this IS going to happen for us. It may have to take a little more time, a little more money, and way more frustration and tears than for most lucky people in this world, but WE WILLOVERCOME THIS!! We WILL hold a baby of our own, at the very exact time where supposed to. We have to believe this! Baby dust to all :) Heres to my other ladies mid-cycle! IUI #2 in progress, praying for my rainbow baby!