I agree with what PP have been saying. Temp, use Opks, check cm, find a hobby, etc. I posted the same message after my first month. My advice in addition to all the others: Post these things in the waiting to O thread. Not only does it cut down on the number of posts like this, it actually helps to post in in a group with others feeling the same and being able to see them getting through their AF and then waiting for the O.
Good luck and you will feel better in no time. This in my 3rd cycle and I just finished AF and I still felt bad when she showed up, but less upset and more "ok, let's just have more sex this time." lol